30 Letters Day 17

Dear Someone,

Sometimes I wish I never left. But then I look back and realize I wouldn't be me if I stayed. I don't think you would be yourself either. We both have grown in the past seven years. I think it is for the better and I am willing to say that I am glad it happened. God has a plan for you and for me and it is only the best. It scares me to think that someone can be forgotten so easily. No, I will never forget you. But I won't remember you when I eat my lunch, do my homework, or brush my teeth. But I do remember you now. I always will. There are the moments where I cry for you, the moments that I pray for you, and the moments that I smile when I think of you. I can't wait to see you again. I know that when that happens we will begin right where we left off the last time. I love you dear.

Love,

Skg

30 Letters Day 16

Dear Someone,

Sometimes I ask myself why. Why did we become so close right before we were apart? Why did you leave when I needed you the most? But it wasn't your fault. You wanted me to stay. I wanted to leave to prove something. When it finally sunk in I wished I could take it back. But in the end there was nothing I could ever do.

I want to thank you for the hugs, and the times you just listened. I want to thank you for the patience, and your common sense. I want to thank you for your advice and your kindness. Never have I ever treasured twenty-minute conversations so much. I guess it is true that you do not realize what you have until it is gone.

Love,

Skg

30 Letters Day 15

Dear Someone,

When I first met you I must admit that I did not think that we would be friends. But as time went on I began to see that we had more in common than I thought. Over two years we became fast friends. We talked about normal, everyday things. We told stories. We laughed. We created inside jokes. We were silly around each other. We even talked about serious and deep things. I now consider you to be one of my best friends. I feel comfortable talking to you about almost anything. I hope you feel the same. I see us being friends until the day we die.

I can't tell you how often I wish you went to my school, lived next door, worked at my job, or that I had teleportation powers so that I could see you at any time. I miss you. You are such a good friend and I am so thankful for you. I hope that you think the same of me and that we continue to stay in touch even if many miles are between us.

Love,

Skg

30 Letters Day 14

Dear Someone,

I remember when I called you my best friend. I remember when we would make crazy videos and talk forever about absolutely nothing. I regret the day I stopped talking to you. I regret becoming angry about that one little thing. I regret not trying harder. Because I gave up, we stopped being friends. I still don't know what you think of me. Maybe you still think the same as when you told me two years ago. But I guess what you were really telling me is that I changed. And the truth is that I have changed. I have changed drastically. I don't think you have. That is why we grew apart. But I am pretty sure you are happy. I pray that you will find joy and love life. I am no longer bitter.

Love,

Skg

30 Letters Day 13

Dear Someone,

You said you forgave me long ago. But I still see contempt in your eyes. I see the malice and hate of one so far away from real life. You live in your dream world where the planets revolve around you. You drag others in so they will see how you live. You make yourself out to be more than you are and burn those who come to close. That's when they see the real you. After that you block them out and hurt them as much as you can. I know that you have been hurt too, but the least you can do is be a man. Holding grudges brings you down and soon you will fall through the sand. Hurling insults at others doesn't heal you. Just forgive me.

Love,

Skg

30 Letters Day 12

Dear Someone,

You never knew how I really felt about you. You were my almost friend that never really liked me. I did my best to make you like me. But you liked my best friend. I guesd s we were friends. But I never impressed you. You were the "bad" boy and I was the "good" girl. Whoever said opposites attract was dead wrong. When she broke your heart you acted like you didn't care. But I always wondered what you felt inside. Don't you know someday you'll have to face the past?
Do you know the pain you caused when you ran away? We didn't know if you were coming back. You chose the road over your own family. Your addiction made you run wild. You stole your way through life and avoided confrontation. Don't you know that sometime you are going to have to face your fears? Stop running. Just come back home.

Love,

Skg

30 Letters Day 11

Dear Someone,

I wish I could speak to you one last time. If I could I would actually look at you without contempt in my eyes. I would love you like I should have long ago. Only after you were gone did I know who you truly were. You were wonderful and amazing inside and out. I wish I knew you before you had the attack. We would have conversations and deep discussions. I know you were so smart. We could play word games together and I could try my best to beat you. You could read to me and show me your writings and I could do the same. If only I realized what was right in front of me. I know I was young but I should have known. If only I could go back and tell you one thing. I love you.

Love,

Skg

30 Letters Day 10

Dear Someone,

When I think of you I smile. You are so full of life. I love to see your life unfold and I'm excited to see the rest. I miss you now. I wish we talked like we used to. But we can't anymore. I wish I saw you more. But I don't live near you anymore. I remember when we told each other our deepest dreams and wishes. I remember when we laughed and you mercilessly teased me.
I don't care that you aren't reliable. I don't care that you never keep your promises. I don't care if you are hopelessly forgetful. I wish we talked more.

Love,

Skg

30 Letters Day 9

Dear Someone,

I know you are incredible without ever gazing at you. I long for the day I will look in your eyes and know with all my heart that you are the one for me. What is the feeling of being sure? I do not know it. Not yet, my love. But someday I will take your hand and follow you until the day I die. Forever is a word that frightens me. Someday I will not be afraid anymore. You will help me with that fear. Drive it from my hidden soul. I can't wait to not be afraid anymore.
Grow old with me dearest. Take me on walks while we look at the stars. Sit and just hold me while we don't even say a word. Laugh with me. Sing with me. Hold my hand til I die. I'm not impatient for this moment. I am just excited to see you. I wish I could see you now.

Love,

Skg

30 Letters Day 7

Dear Someone,

I don't miss you. I am just fine without you. I don't know why everything that happened actually happened. But maybe we grew from it. Who knows. I wish you the best. I know the best is not with me. So you should just stay away from me. I know I am no good to anyone. Maybe someday someone will prove me wrong. I don't think you realized what you got into when you thought you loved me. It was a ditch dug so deep that when you fell in, it hurt. I know it's all my fault. Just give me the freedom to say that. I dug that ditch. And when you fell, I never helped you out. That is just the kind of person I am. Terrible. Don't miss me. I'm not worth it.

Love,

Skg