30 Letters Day 17

Dear Someone,

Sometimes I wish I never left. But then I look back and realize I wouldn't be me if I stayed. I don't think you would be yourself either. We both have grown in the past seven years. I think it is for the better and I am willing to say that I am glad it happened. God has a plan for you and for me and it is only the best. It scares me to think that someone can be forgotten so easily. No, I will never forget you. But I won't remember you when I eat my lunch, do my homework, or brush my teeth. But I do remember you now. I always will. There are the moments where I cry for you, the moments that I pray for you, and the moments that I smile when I think of you. I can't wait to see you again. I know that when that happens we will begin right where we left off the last time. I love you dear.

Love,

Skg

30 Letters Day 16

Dear Someone,

Sometimes I ask myself why. Why did we become so close right before we were apart? Why did you leave when I needed you the most? But it wasn't your fault. You wanted me to stay. I wanted to leave to prove something. When it finally sunk in I wished I could take it back. But in the end there was nothing I could ever do.

I want to thank you for the hugs, and the times you just listened. I want to thank you for the patience, and your common sense. I want to thank you for your advice and your kindness. Never have I ever treasured twenty-minute conversations so much. I guess it is true that you do not realize what you have until it is gone.

Love,

Skg

30 Letters Day 15

Dear Someone,

When I first met you I must admit that I did not think that we would be friends. But as time went on I began to see that we had more in common than I thought. Over two years we became fast friends. We talked about normal, everyday things. We told stories. We laughed. We created inside jokes. We were silly around each other. We even talked about serious and deep things. I now consider you to be one of my best friends. I feel comfortable talking to you about almost anything. I hope you feel the same. I see us being friends until the day we die.

I can't tell you how often I wish you went to my school, lived next door, worked at my job, or that I had teleportation powers so that I could see you at any time. I miss you. You are such a good friend and I am so thankful for you. I hope that you think the same of me and that we continue to stay in touch even if many miles are between us.

Love,

Skg

30 Letters Day 14

Dear Someone,

I remember when I called you my best friend. I remember when we would make crazy videos and talk forever about absolutely nothing. I regret the day I stopped talking to you. I regret becoming angry about that one little thing. I regret not trying harder. Because I gave up, we stopped being friends. I still don't know what you think of me. Maybe you still think the same as when you told me two years ago. But I guess what you were really telling me is that I changed. And the truth is that I have changed. I have changed drastically. I don't think you have. That is why we grew apart. But I am pretty sure you are happy. I pray that you will find joy and love life. I am no longer bitter.

Love,

Skg

30 Letters Day 13

Dear Someone,

You said you forgave me long ago. But I still see contempt in your eyes. I see the malice and hate of one so far away from real life. You live in your dream world where the planets revolve around you. You drag others in so they will see how you live. You make yourself out to be more than you are and burn those who come to close. That's when they see the real you. After that you block them out and hurt them as much as you can. I know that you have been hurt too, but the least you can do is be a man. Holding grudges brings you down and soon you will fall through the sand. Hurling insults at others doesn't heal you. Just forgive me.

Love,

Skg